okay okay. so me n my brother are going to nyc on November 18th.....
HOLLA! dear god. im so fucking happy. my brother was all like 'hey d, i love u, we are going to see manson again.. and aaron can come to' only i guess hes not going. but yeah..
rachel came over the other nite. it was sweet like woah. yay for microwave ghosts. ahaha idle hands.. god i love u rachel! haha slidding off my bed. soooooooo much fun. haha n then i had to work the next day.. so rachel had to leave.. umm yeah..
what else is new? lets see.. hmm.. *thinks real hard*
my brothers wedding is coming up. idk why but im real excited to go to Boston... and i get to wear my pretty pretty bridesmaid dress. woot. holla <-- my new word. :-)
and im excited 4 halloween too. me n christa n frankie are guna have like a semi-party at my house. yay. and chill in our pj's, eat peanut butter and junk food while watching stupid corny scary movies that we have each seen 4564257245 times, but it never fails to scare the fuck outa us. and frankie is guna make god brownies and god cupcakes.. haha woooooot.
i love my cats.. random. but i do. savannah is all like cuddly and she rubs her body up against ur face. its so adorable.
ya i have today n tomorrow off. woot.
aaron n i broke up the other day :-( for like the 46236 times. of course we are back together again.. gah.. i hated it.. i still do. i hate being all like ardshgbafedhgb god idk. but yea.. i listened to this one song the other nite wen we broke up and it made me like bawl alot.. with the lyrics n everything. yah.. here it is.
Once again we sit in silence
After all is said and done
Only emptiness inside us
Baby, look what we've become
We can make a million promises
But we still won't change
It isn't right to stay together
When you only bring each other pain
I don't wanna cry
Don't wanna cry
Nothing in the world
Could take us back
To where we used to be
Though I've give you my heart and soul
I must find a way of letting go
'Cause baby, I don't wanna cry
Too far apart to bridge the distance
But something keeps us hanging on and on
Pretending not to know the difference
Denying what we had is gone
Every moment we're together
It's just breaking me down
I know we swore it was forever
But it hurts too much to stay around
All the magic's gone
There's just a shadow of a memory
Something just went wrong
We can't go on make-believing
*tears* makes me so sad.. :-( blah..gah..